Friday, February 6, 2009

No Mas Singleness

I'm tired of being single.  I managed to be in relationships my entire life until I turned 23 and the universe decided to start shitting on me.  Now it's been 3 years and I'm effing tired of being alone.  I'm tired of everyone telling me that I'm so young and I have the rest of my life to be married and why am I in a hurry?  I'm tired of my mother saying 'just pray about it' because I pray about it already every single night and I'm pretty sure God hates me anyway so it's not going to make a difference.  I'm already tired of the comments this will probably generate about how maybe I should learn to be happy when I'm single so I can really truly be happy in a relationship, or maybe that the reason I'm still single is because I bitch about it and I come off as completely desperate.  I think it's time to stop lying to myself and to everybody else - I don't like being single, I don't want to do it any longer, and I'm fucking pissed off at myself, God, and the universe.  I'M OVER IT.
 
Oh, and next week when that dreaded fucking 'holiday' rolls around, you'd better believe I'm playing sick from work.
 
Megan

7 comments:

Marinka said...

Oh, I fucking hated being single. And I was single at the exact same age as you--you know, when you look your best. I could never figure that out. fortunately, my mother never told me that I should pray to God about it. Probably because she wanted to live.

Anonymous said...

i am 28..single after a terrible relationship with the person i thought i would marry...its been a year...and im still single..and i fucking hate it. and the boy who i am "seeing" tells me not to like him, im not his type...
yeah...single sucks. i dont care what anyone says.
its nice to wake up next to someone, its nice to snuggle and laugh together and cry to cheesy movies with.
i feel you darling.

Maura said...

Nothing wrong with being tired of being single. I think most of us who are single are tired of it, too. For those who aren't, good for them and I'm happy you're happy, but after a while of being single you just get plain lonely, no matter how many great friends you've got.

Hi, I'm Christy. said...

I hated being single too. And I always seemed to be on the dreaded valentines day -- my cousin (also single) would come over and we'd drink a lot of vodka, eat tacos and play trivial pursuit. You could two out three alone!

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Anonymous said...

Ugh I am so sick of being single too!!! I'm 33 years old and the last relationship I was in eliminated sex in the last YEAR. Now its been almost a year since that ended (no worries, booty calls have been ordered since then) but still!! Oh and as for the big day next weekend, not only do I get to spend it single yet again this year but -- here is the kicker -- my father died 3 years ago on that day. Will be staying home watching sad movies and adding vodka and/or wine as needed.

bernthis said...

Haven't had a date with the same guy twice in close to two years. Barely get any, B A R E L Y. I hate being single. Hate it. I'm over it. Tired of being the only single parent in the room. I admit it. Do I need a guy? No, I don't. Want? Yes and they are two very different things. I have a life, I live a full life without one but would like to live different life with one. You're not alone sister